i have a beautiful home, adapted for a progressive disability, but i moved county to afford this after all my life in my home town. this was a bad idea, i am isolated, very lonely and miss just about everything about 'home' now i have to decide all over again. if i move i will never find a home like this, but a very small place, this i know due to trend of buying.
i think that loving environment from year dot, is more 'wholesome' than loving a house for five years. in my bones i feel i need 'to go home.\
in my pocket there is a different devil, not alotta!
its so very hard.
i am now not young.
how many have found themselves in this dilemma, how many have bitten that bullet, stabbed that placard in the front garden and moved back no matter what?
i need to get my 'feelings' intact on this one....
guts tell me...
funds tell me....
age tells me....
need tells me...
wish and dream tells me...
but..............
Jonathan